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UnbelievableUnbelievable you are.
Daring to cross over my heart?
I guess I should have foreseen it
Frankly I’m not surprised I have to admit it.
Sometimes I cry… I think of you and I just cry.
My heart is aching, she is slowly breaking,
But she can’t hate you .
No… not you.
Of all people, it’s ironic that you where the one who killed her.
She loved you so much, even tried to mute everything.
Logic, friends, family… just for you.
And yet You…

Murdered her.

Drowned her to death from the tears
Suffocated her to death from all the fears
You even blinded her and took her into the darkness.

YouIn my heart’s desire
You are there.

While my dreams wake up
Time stops for you and me

In my mind’s insomnia
Your cherished eyes are close enough to kiss.

But in my arms there is nothing.

I’m waiting for you to come to me.

In my beating heart... there is you.

Everything is you.

SilenceSilence
Such a quiet and peaceful word.
Yet when silence comes around I hate her.
She’s holding my hand when your footsteps close the door
She’s bubbling when I’m waiting for your call
She’s there speaking in my ear when you’re shouting
And I’m walking away
It’s time I let go.
Both of you.
Neither of you does any good to me.
Walk away.
Now I’m walking away.
I must to.
If I want to keep on going forward.

P.S Silence can speak so much to someone who truly listens.
Dear heart do what she says.

Guardian angelAngels. Some say are fiction.
I say they are true.. You used to be a living proof
Happy.
God was very generous to let us keep you that much
Your dreams were lights for the blind ones.
You laughter was an enchanting melody for the deaf.

I am very lucky to have met you. I am even luckier to hold you in my heart.
You were strong. More than Hercules. You were very strong.
Your body just couldn’t make it. And he took you.
Away.
He couldn’t stand being without you.
I can feel him now. Your presence was our joy.
Your death is unbearable.
I know you’re happy. I know you laugh, you dance, sing.
But just the t

Freefall
I fell into love
with astonishing ease.
After years of believing
that one such as I
could never be caught,
it encompassed my world.

Always I had been the one
to hold my heart inviolate.
Lovers were left grasping
for my ephemeral affections,
while I danced away,
my emotions untouched.

All it took was a kiss,
one gentle kiss that belied
the devastation that would follow.
Bereft, heart rent like tattered silk,
when you danced away from me,
your emotions untouched.

And here I remain
wondering if, like me,
you will someday fall
with the same ease,
and the same shattering
of your soul upon impact.

For a moment in timeBreath was is it
Tear why does it
Pour down your pretty face
Trust your instinct
It may seem helpless but you
Have to try

Dreams release her
Bring her back to the paradise
Where colors, scents and creatures
Come back to life for her alone

For a moment in time
She sees her life passing by
Tears run down her eyes
When she sees his smile
Lights dance around her waist
Darkness fades away
For a moment in time
Everything is lost, and he is alive

PrefaceThat night P. entered his house as a windstorm, only to find floating above the furniture an air of abandoned house. The truth was like sand thrown into his eyes, preventing him to see clearly, or to think lucidly: S. had left him, and had turned his life forever sour, and hurled his soul into putrid mud.

Kisses...
press of mouths
sweet and fleeting.

a mere whisper
of what's to come
the waking of desire.

drawn into your embrace
fingers entwined in my hair
and warm against my face
your mouth descends.

caresses my waiting lips
tracing an outline with your tongue
delving ever deeper
and sweet low fire erupts
in the cradle of my hips.

supported by your arms
legs locked tight
around your back
I breath you in
floating and intoxicated
by the scent of you alone.

cantbored
cant sleep
cant eat
cant move
cant scream
cant breathe
cant love
cant stop
thinking of
your eyes
your lips
my hips
fingertips
our passion
our stars
up above
our losses
our gains
bored
cant sleep
cant talk
cant eat ...

Broken GlassI almost allowed myself to love you
But I'm glad I didn't fall
Because instead of pretty roses
I got thorns and broken glass.

The ViolinistHe used to play for hours along
Used to play sad melodies
For a forsaken love
In the lost deep darkness...

Played for the one who loved without limits
Who made him feel something more
The one who despised him once before,
That kept his heart and left...

Alone, he walked to the graveyard
And once more he played...
The ravens came to listen to him in silence
The cold gravestones moaned with the sound of music.

But the one he loved nothing said...
Didn’t smile...didn’t cry...

He played for hours along...
Sad melodies of somebody in love,
Somebody desperate who have already suffered,
And alone in the dark,
The violins

YearningNever yearn for what can never be
Have faith in what your eye's can see
Make the most of your today
For tomorrow could be taken away

No promises naught be broken
From everlasting sleep be woken
To dream sweet dreams in fitful slumber
To be a some-one and not a number

In this world of haste and greed
Of tangled souls which will be freed
Broken hearts and hands held tight
A searching gaze to find the light

Of which will make us hunger more
To take with glee what is in store
For You and I and us and them
Our faith eternal to not blasphem

A tear to shed as sure as rain
A sigh to hold and feel the pain
To yearn for what may

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Confessions of a divided soul

by ~enchanting-ce-memory, May 28, 2009, 3:59:56 AM
Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Urban & Spoken Word

“He’s always hurting you…Always judging you.
He’s not who you think he is…
Can’t you see you are slowly breaking??”

My mind once again tried to warn my sweet little heart, but as always she doesn’t want to hear it.
Like a stubborn child, she slowly spoke with a fading voice.

“He’s everything… He has a way of making me smile.
Without him I’m dying, yet with him I can not breathe. You say he’s hurting me…
He is. By not being near me.
You can’t possibly understand what I feel. Love and logic have always been enemies. To you I’m a fool, to me I’m a hero, a hero of faith and trust. Loving is all I do.
I’m small, but I’m his. Every piece of me belongs to him. Even broken I’m still his.”

It’s an argument I’ve heard over and over again, since he came in our lives. But I’ve never interfered. I can not choose, for I’m the soul. I can not take a side, I’m both. When parted from him, logic is all I think about, but when united I can not think about anything but love.
Two silly worlds logic and love.
Two worlds that can never coexist, yet somehow they strangely connect.

Confessions of a divided soulby ~enchanting-ce-memory

Literature / Poetry / Narrative / Urban & Spoken Word

Last night, before sweet dreams knocked my bedroom door, this came up lol!

it's nothing really! stupid thoughts.

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~yiharbin Sep 10, 2009 Hobbyist General Artist

wow, thats really deep. it actually reminds me a lot about a few things my girlfriend said. its kinda wierd, no one ever understands things like this untill they expierience it it for themselves

~enchanting-ce-memory Sep 19, 2009 Hobbyist Digital Artist

thank you very much! I'm so glad you liked it!

I abolutely agree!

~the-hearts-poem Jun 6, 2009

actually that's me...

~enchanting-ce-memory Jun 6, 2009 Hobbyist Digital Artist

i think it's everyone, to me everyone goes through something like that.

~the-hearts-poem Jun 10, 2009

lol yea just thought it was kinda cool

=DragonsChest May 29, 2009 Professional Writer

I have read tons of essays and poetry in my day, and I mean zillions! I know a nothing work when I read one and this is far from it. You breach upon an age old dilemma of Love and its complexities. I think you also hint at the answer to it all in that Love is all you think about when he is there. It humbles the smartest of souls, and indeed carries more power than anything I know. Wonderful Read Ina, I loved it...

~enchanting-ce-memory May 30, 2009 Hobbyist Digital Artist

awww wow thank you so so much my dear David! it truly means a lot!! i never thought anyone would like it, simply bcz it's something personal... and not something original, since love is one of the oldest things

but i truly thank you dear for your comment!! i appreciate it!

=DragonsChest May 30, 2009 Professional Writer

You are always welcome sweetie...

~raphietae May 28, 2009

"He’s everything… He has a way of making me smile"

"Two silly worlds logic and love.
Two worlds that can never coexist, yet somehow they strangely connect"

"You say he’s hurting me…
He is. By not being near me."

LOVE!!THATS LEGENDARY!
AMAZING. (L)

~enchanting-ce-memory May 29, 2009 Hobbyist Digital Artist

awwwwwwwwwww mana m ree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! awww

thx thx thx thx!!

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